11 December 2006

I Wake Up Crying....

Ok, so I had a series of incredibly strange dreams last night. At this point, I really don't remember much of them. But, I do remember the last part of this dream.

I woke up crying. Not sobbing. Crazy "what the fuck just happened to me" bawling. This is something that I hope none of you experience. It's the worst feeling in the world.

So the last part of my dream went something like this:
I was dangling from a very high balcony with only one of my legs over the side of it desperately trying to find my way back over to safety. There were a bunch of girls (of the sorority type) just hanging out on this balcony. I was screaming for help. SCREAMING. I tried so hard to pull myself back up but I couldn't do it alone. Just as I felt myself slipping, one of the girls grabbed my leg. I told her to carefully pull me back over the balcony...but she kept getting distracted and kept talking to her friends. So she would pull me up a little...I would encourage her to keep going...then she would forget that she was saving my life and start to talk to her friends, leaving me freaking out hanging over the balcony. Anyway...I finally got her attention for long enough to let her pull me completely over the balcony after an agonizingly long time.

It was then that I was so fucking happy or just relieved that I didn't fall to my death hanging upside-down off of a balcony that I started crying so hard I didn't know what was happening to me. I could hardly breathe in the dream I was crying so much...and I woke up, still gasping those little gasps you do when you cry...tears everywhere.

This dream sucked a lot.
I hope no one remembers dreams like these.